Realization

This will be the first Valentine's Day I'll spend with someone. (And by someone, I mean my boyfriend.) I can't think of anyone else I would rather spend it with. It will be perfect. I think I'll make him some cookies or cupcakes. Something thoughtful... maybe even those chocolate truffles... 'cause those looked really yummy :D



Anyway, my point is I wouldn't wanna spend Valentine's Day any other way than with Justin. I love him, and he loves me. And that makes it perfect. (:





"So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday." -The Notebook

Time For Some Change

As you all probably already know, I love change. I get bored extremely easy. Veryy veryyy short attention span, and all that jazz. So, I was growing tired of it. It was becoming boring to me and it was the same 'ol routine every.single.day. So, I wanted a little change. A little spice in my life. I said good-bye to the old boring Haley, and hello to the new. Have you guessed what it is yet?? Here's a little hint....

BEFORE....

AFTER!!!

I absolutely ADORE my new "hurrr" :) It has black and red in it and whole lot of short layers up top. It's so fun to play with and fix.

That's all for now. Until next time...

Hales* :)

"The key to change... is to let go of fear." -Rosanne Cash

Things I Am Loving/Disliking

Things I'm Loving


*Drinking chocolate milk in my big plastic Steak 'N Shake cups


*Waking up before everyone so I can do school work in peace.

*Wearing bronzer

*My long flowy skirts <3

*Plain Jane; a new tv show

*My new Sunday-School class

*Wearing the color purple

*Wearing my hair curly

*Headbands with bows on them

*Painting my nails odd colors. (Blue, silver, etc.)

*Singing harmony (Took me forever to learn how, finally got the hang of it.)

*Big purses

*Anything zebra print

*Writing blogs (when I actually have things worth writing about.) [This doesn't count, does it?]

*New "hairdo's"

*Wearing heels (:

*Dresses


Things I'm Disliking

*Exremely hot weather. (So hot you die as soon as you walk outside.)

*Not getting to see my boyfriend

*My face breaking out (Extremely dislike.)

*Having bad vision

*Still not having my license, or a job.

*Not having my license or a job all because we can't sell our house. :(


Anyone wanna buy a house? :D

OH! OH! Did anyone else notice the letter 'E' on the 'Hate' brick looks like pacman?


~Hales (:

UPDATE

So, my Nana didn't text me back. :/ Something so much more amazing happened!! :DDD


She called my mom. They talked a while. Mom told me everything. So. Guess what!


I'm so happy I could scream. I'm dead serious. I don't think I've ever been this happy!!
Life is SO AMAZING right now.

I will elaborate at a later time. But now, I am late. For a very important date. With my pillow and blankets. Yay sleep! Did I mention I love the time change? Well, I do. I love waking up when it's still dark outside. And seeing sun at like 7 o'clock. it's amazing.

Anyway. I'm going to sleep now. Goodnight.

:)

Love and Such

“My heart to you is given: Oh, do give yours to me; Well lock them up together, And throw away the key.”--Frederick Saunders

“Love is that condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.”--Robert A. Heinlein

I Think I Like You

I CANNOT stop listening to this song at the moment. I will probably end up downloading it to my Zune in the next five minutes. (Or seconds...)


Top Three Reasons I'm Loving This Song:

1. It's simply amazing.


2. It has THE BEST music video. Ever.


3. It describes my current feeling to a T.

So yes. It's pretty much amazing. (:

That is all for now.

Peace, love, and coffee.

~I just downloaded the song. Told you I would. (;

~This is my new favorite band. I heart them. Lots.

Snow, Life, and Other Random Things

Hello.

I'm so proud of myself for keeping up with my blog! I would really like to do Vlogs (video blogs) but, I'm not sure many people would watch them. (I don't think many people read my blog either. Ha! The only one I know of is Esther. (I luv you, Esther. ;D)

Yesterday, It snowed. It's the 3rd of March now and it was snowing! The weather is getting ridiculous. Seriously. I am so sick of rain, snow, ice, and cold! I'm ready for summer already! Flip flops, laying in the sun (which I so desperately need. I'm starting to look albino. O_o), and riding in the car with the windows down. <3 That's one of my favorite things to do. I love driving with the windows down. (It's supposed to save on gas too. I don't know if that's really true or not though.)

So, my life is like super amazing right now. I have so much exciting stuff going on that I would LOVE to tell you about but, I think I'll wait a while to blog about it.

To be continued...

Forgive and Forget

I wanna start this blog out by saying I am going to forgive and forget. I still think it was wrong, but I am not going to drag it on in my life forever. It's in the past and I am chosing to forget about it. Plus, I have better things in my life coming.

So why should I continue to dwell on those things? The answer is simple. I'm NOT going to.

I am not sad, angry, or bitter. I will move on with my life. I will not let them bring me down. I will walk out of this a better person and I'll let it go.

Everything I need is here. In my future. The best it yet to come. I'm putting my best foot forward and walking into the life I should have known before.

I am so happy. Like seriously. I haven't been this happy in YEARS. I love my life and the people in it. Sometimes we take the little things, like waking up in the morning, for granted. But now, I wake up with a smile on my face and thank God for letting me live another day.

The sun (when it actually shines) is so much brighter than before. My heart is smiling again. I'm not beaten down or depressed anymore. Life is good again. :)

This will be the longest week of my life. It shall be intersting but, I know it will be amazing.

Peace, Love, and Coffee. :)

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My Happiness Will Come Back

I have a million diaries/journals but I can never write in them on a daily basis. "I bore myself to death." I write in them (maybe) once a month. Sometimes less. I hadn't written anything this year; until this morning. I was so angry. At myself, and everyone else. So i finally just decided to write about it. I filled two whole pages with my feelings. Took me about 30 minutes or so. After, I felt so much better. I thought to myself, "I will be happy. I WILL! My happiness will come back."

I ripped both pages out of the notebook, folded them into a little square, and wrote "Help me" on the front. I will probably put them in my box of notes I have. Or, I might burn them. I haven't decided yet.

I wrote two haikus after I finished my geometry work.

Writing makes me happy. For once. Maybe everything will go back to normal. Hopefully. The pain is still there. Some of it, anyway. I suppose it will subside over time. They say, time heals all wounds.

~She waits in silence.

~She's afriad of rejection.

~Her name is Haley.